Monday, February 23, 2009

Is it wrong....

Is it wrong that I'm totally dreading the start of the clinical phase of med school?
Is it wrong that there is this sinking and heavy feeling in my heart whenever I am reminded that I have to go to Seremban in a few days time?
Is it wrong that I am not looking forward to the fact that I have to spend the entire day in uni/hospital- wake up very early in the morning and come home very late at night?
Is it wrong that I am not looking forward to suffering?
Is it wrong that I look to that day, the first day back in uni with trepidation?
Is there anything wrong with me?

6 comments:

Zzzyun said...

hey i dont think there's anything wrong with thinking like tat. im sure lots of ppl feel the same way when u know tats its gonna be a tiring nightmarish journey we will hvta face for the next few years.

but now having been in clinicals for almost 1 month now. its tiring now but i feel grateful that im learning. :) so rmb, a positive attitude alwix keeps u going!

AiLing said...

Hey thanks for the encouragement :)
Hope you're doing fine Down Under!

Anonymous said...

My nightmare hasn't started.. soon, soon.

Go grab your laksa first.

gray said...

It's perfectly normal. I had my trepidations too before going to seremban.
truthfully speaking, it takes time to adjust but clinical school is fun-ner!

AiLing said...

Lynn Xuan: You still have several months to enjoy life to the max, lucky you!:)

Gary: You are in Seremban?! I haven't seen you...hopefully will see you around soon!

edwina said...

I gotta agree that clinicals is more fun! hehhehe... just be patient a lil while more with orientation! hehhehe... ;p God bless!