I wish that people will appreciate me more. But it's ok...at least my mum, uncle David and God loves me.

Yet another lonely Christmas spent alone. Sigh...

Terrible

Gosh, I feel terrible right now. This is the worst day ever :( I just want to hide in my room and never come out ever again.

One day the whole truth will come out. Until then, I'll just wait patiently...:)

Still waiting...

I am still waiting for the day someone will tell me 'I miss you'
I am still waiting for the day when someone will tell me ' 'You're an awesome friend, you're amazing, you're beautiful or you did well!'

I know I will never hear these words spoken to me my whole life. and I don't deserve them. But a girl can dream can't she? ;)

Sad :(

Words can't describe how sad, upset and disappointed I am feeling right now. :( Oh well, things happen for a reason...maybe 3rd time is the charm!!

Let It Be

If AAD doesn't allow me to swap groups with him, just because we are of different gender, then so be it.
If it turns out that I have to be in a different group from my housemates, then so be it. It's time for me to train to be more independent..

Whoever's house we decide to take in the end.....so be it...