On my birthday...

On my birthday, I have to remind myself that:
1) I'm fearfully and wonderfully made
2) Although I make many mistakes, He will give me the strength to work on them
3) I cannot let what people say or think about me, or past mistakes always get me down. Instead, I have to keep on working hard to improve myself to be a better person
4) i am my own person, and no one else can define me..
5) There would always be someone who is better than me, comparing myself to others is not going to help.
6) To never ever give up hope on myself .

All these I tend to forget always, so I've to keep on reminding myself..

I know that I'm a person with many many weaknesses....I have to keep on trying to improve myself until one fine day I get it right :)

Insignificant

I have spent my whole life feeling small and insignificant, and I don't think that feeling is going to go away anytime soon....

Weak...

I feel so week this few days, especially today. I feel dizzy and have a headache. I cannot fall sick, there is so much to do!! And it's only Paeds posting, one of the most relaxing postings of semester 9. What would happej when I go into Gynae and Surgery postings? Can I stand?
God please give me the strength I need to go through semester 9 and my final year of medical school..Amen..

I've a feeling it's going to be one long semester and one long year ahead of me....today is just a small glimpse of what is to come...

The pause button...

I want to play the pause button on life now...
I am so not looking forward to semester 9!!! So weary about the final year as a medical student, because I know it's the toughest year ever., and there are so many challenges ahead...
Oh well, I'm tough, I'll get through this, like I've gotten through everything else..

Again and again...

I've managed to flunk my EOP yet again...despite of working so hard for the past few weeks...
I couldn't do the last few questions of the specialized postings OSPE.
All my efforts down the drain again...
All for nothing. Gah!!!

What a lousy way to end sem 8 :(