Appreciated

I just want to feel more appreciated by the people around me....at least one kind word of appreciation would be enough to make my day. Is it too much for a girl to ask for? :/

Maybe...

Maybe...just maybe if I don't worry too much about what other people think I would be much happier?  I mean, I know sometimes listening to constructive criticism and advice from others is important to improve oneself, but maybe I take every single thing to heart. I am too sensitive. And that's why I am seldom happy. Maybe that's the reason? Hmm....
I can't possibly please every single person on the planet after all, I'm only human. 

I wonder...

I wonder why I am always not happy most of the time....I don't know what is wrong with me....I have everything I could possibly want....and yet I am still not happy. It's like there is a missing piece, a hole in my heart. I have to find the missing piece! Lord, help me...

Lately I've been wondering....

Lately I've been wondering- when I leave this world- will anyone remember me? Will anyone actually miss me? Who will attend my funeral? Well - obviously my mum, stepfather and stepsisters...but will anyone else remember me? Will I be remembered for all the mistakes I've done and all my flaws- or will I be remembered for a very few good traits I have or good deeds I've done? Done anyone actually appreciate me ( other than my family members?) I wish to make more of an impact on the life of others before I leave this world.